Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
There are many things I have to accomplish, many things to push through, many things to do, many things to contemplate, and many things in mind.
I'm like a mixed nuts..to salty, crunchy, and tasty..
I had many things in store for whoever would like to have a relaxing and appetizing snacks.
If I can only be a super computer, I am looking forward to finish everything. Though in fact, comptuers will only work if there will be an input from the user. Thus, I have the heart and mind to think things over. I have a body and heart that could be tired..physically tired.
Now I have to cater what people wanted me to do..but i need my body, heart and soul including my mind to work together, to feel satisfied. I wish I will have more energy..more love..more understanding..
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
n. pl. en·vies
a. A feeling of discontent and resentment aroused by and in conjunction with desire for the possessions or qualities of another.
b. The object of such feeling: Their new pool made them the envy of their neighbors.
2. Obsolete Malevolence.
tr.v. en·vied, en·vy·ing, en·vies
1. To feel envy toward.
2. To regard with envy.
Until now, I can't comprehend why there are people who are envious of my state. My mom died two years ago. I dont have good work..I am just enjoying my stay because of my students.. my awards are not my awards..those are the honor duly given to my students..not mine..
As we were talking about this, we were surprised that almost all events that was happening for the past four or five years are pointing back at me..all were happening because of some stupid person who thinks his/her insecure maybe because I was loved by others or because I have some triumphs and victories or maybe because I am to be married sooner..
What's wrong with his/her life, he/she got a good married life..loving spouse who earns enough or maybe more than enough and loving kids.
Or maybe because I was loved by my in laws or maybe i am enjoying my life now.
Well at least i am not hurting anyone. and i am not getting credits of others. He/she was..i have good ideas or maybe better for our unit, and i thought he/she was proud of it..and he/she was until she owns everything i said, everything i contributed..
Now, who's lonely and alone?
I'm not..I have friends. :)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
It was Kian's first birthday! I prepared by gift already the other day. It is a aqua and white jacket.
I was in a dilemma because I wanted to go to the parlor and drop by at Mam Kathy's tribute but Ktin texted to meet her before we go to the party.
In the end, I went to the parlor alone. Ktin got her gift wrapped by herself in the gift wrapping section. And off to Kian's birthday party.
The party was actually not a children's party because a large number of attendees are the parent's friends and colleagues. imagine there's a poker table? And the mommy, Jelyn, was really dressed up..It's like her birthday party..:)
But our friends got a good time..Ktin, Sweet, Jaydy and Lhen..we decided to have a coffee at Zymurgy..i had a steamer..they have cold..Sweet tried the peppermint and it tastes allerin..the mint flavor was not that good..
But we had a good laugh..we throw stories and laughters will burst afterwards..The expressions were "pak, tama, bongga" and the pamatay expression of Lhen "so"..
Then because of those expression, we decided to watch Here comes the bride while we have few shots at Jaydy's.
Tita and Tito was still awake and EM-em, let us carry her cute baby. I miss carrying one..and i like it to be mine..and id like to be a mom probably by next year..
hayz..anyway, last night is a good night..:)
Friday, July 9, 2010
Today is red day.
Yesterday, actually this morning I went home at around 3am after our tedious task of completing the accreditation documentation. I went to school this morning too at around 830 because I wasnt able to read the alarm and it sucks.
It sucks in the sense that my energy was drained to 0 like an empty battery.
I need to recharge. Good thing is that my teammates went to work early and we finished the remaining 7 books at around 4pm. I'm glad that even we are very tired, we've managed to be beautiful and not to serious about life, coz we had good laughs while working.
BYe for now..